Confused

Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me

But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see

Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down

You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound

I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams

Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts

And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought

Every time I hope
it turns into something bad

So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.

~ by Jennifer Wooters