He speaks ...
"On this day of your life, we believe God wants you to know ... that every little part of you is magical.
Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''
~ I Love You
My Daddy ...
Almost out of breathe ... at the verge ... he thought he was not going to make it ...
On our way to SGH ... dad looked into mom's eyes and said "I am so afraid that I can't see you again" ... she cried ... This is the only moment I feel that there is still love between them despite all the hardships that they are going through ...
Then he turned to me, held my hands and said "I am so worried about you ... please take care of yourself and consult a doctor soonest" ... afterwhich he cried so bitterly ... after hearing all these words ... my aunt who was sending us there cried too ... but I know I have to be strong and calm in order to handle things properly ...
Thank god that he is fine now ... God Bless ...
Indie Hooray Music Party ...
It's an honour to be part of today's Indie Hooray Concert organized by Yet ... Great job Yet!! Jia You!!
We had our rehearsals in the morning about 10:45am ... had a long time testing the system coz it is an enclosed area and our band might sound quite loud in there ...
Mr Cheeky ... Tien-Yao ... =P
After the sound check ... we had lunch at J-Cafe .. So nice of Yet to arrange lunch for the artist ...
Thanks to Da Kai our guest drummer from Ah5 ... Xie Xie!!
RazzlePlay Joke ...
"Pork Rob Bank looking for committed Pork Robbers .... " - Smintzzz
Do you know the meaning of it???
Faintz ...
09-09-09; 09:09 am ...
你是否在想, 九月九日二零零九年的九点零九分, 你想和谁在一起度过 ...
因为那象征着长长久久的爱 ...
祝大家幸福!!!
我也祝你永远幸福快乐 ...
Through the Years ...
[Playing Now]
I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about, by loving you
Through the years
Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years!
寂寞公路 ...(Touching MV)
说好和你一起流浪
失约的我独自飞翔
窗外景物不断的变换
提醒我背叛的心慌
说好不让你再流泪
迷惑的我不知是错是对
下雪街头独自的行走
握不住一杯温热的咖啡
New York Dallas Los Angeles
寂寞公路每站都下雪
想念等候
流逝的梦
寂寞公路每寸都伤痛
I Love You ...
For a change ... tonight I want to confess my love for her ...
Thank you for taking leave to look after me for the past 2 days (even though she has been taking care of me for the past 25 years) ... I know I've been a bad daughter ... whenever she wanted to show her concern for me I will push her away by avoiding conversations with her ... always making her worried despite knowing the stress that she is going through ... I wish I could make her life better and happier ... I know I can't do much to help ... but I want her to know that no matter how hard life is going to be, I will be there to go through the problems with her ... we will go through all obstacles as a family ...
I really regretted for not showing enough love for her in the past ... she did so much for me and for the family ... yet all I did was to give her birthday gifts, mother's day gifts, some money to spend ... I didn't even make the effort to go back for dinner, bringing her out, be patient with her ... The more I say the more my tears flow ...
After going through so many things during this period ... I feel that we should live without regrets ... you won't know what will happen tomorrow ... Don't wait to do things that you wanted to do or things you wanted to say ...
Mommy I Love You!
How blessed are we ....
I read this from a blog which I frequent ... just wanna share this to all of you too ... The person who wrote this just went through a brain surgery to have the tumor removed ... this is what he wrote in his blog
''That same morning, I saw something that I will remember for the rest of my life. In my blurry state of semi-conciousness, I was woken by the sound of panic. There were people running frantically all around me. The doctors and nurses were talking very loudly, almost shouting, but I wasn’t sure what about. But then in the background I noticed a continuous monotone beep and came to the sickening realisation that it was the sound of a heart monitor flat-lining. The second shock came as I realised that it was for the guy who was lying in the bed right next to me
He wasn’t particularly old, he looked in his early fifties. A bit frail, but then again so were most of the people in intensive care. I had noticed him earlier but he looked like any other patient there - he certainly didn’t look anywhere close to death.
The nurses rushed to pull the curtain around his bed to hide what was happening but there was no mistaking the frantic silhouette of a young doctor trying to revive him with CPR, using the weight of his entire body to push down on the man’s chest in a desperate effort to try and get a heartbeat. It was like a scene from E.R., except it was real and happening right next to me. All the time, underlining all the noise and commotion, was the persistent, monotonous beep that was telling everyone that none of it was working.
After what felt like hours (but it must have just been a just a few minutes) I heard the voice of someone who I can only assume was the senior doctor on duty. His exact words, which will stay with me for the rest of my life, were:
“Paul, stop. Don’t waste your effort. It’s already the end”.
This was shortly followed by the sound of the dead man’s wife and daughter being brought in to say their final goodbyes along with all of the crying and hysteria that you would expect to come with that.
It was pretty harrowing, but it did make me reflect on my own situation afterwards: I had been fortunate in so many ways, I discovered my tumour early and completely by chance, my surgery had been smooth, I was alive and well, and at that moment I felt that I had been blessed and was deeply grateful for it.
It’s a cliché but good health is indeed a blessing and should never be taken for granted. It’s only when you lose it or when you see someone else lose theirs do you really appreciate its importance. Not just to you, but also to those around you. If you have yours be grateful for it and do whatever you can to look after it. You only have one body after all.''
For whatever we have today right here right now, we are all blessed.
Friends please take care ...
